Chapter 4- The Truth

"WHHAAAATTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!!!???  Say that again" I screamed at him.

"Stop screaming, it hurts my ears" He said to me.

"More than your damn ears are going to hurt in a minute"

" Ugh, I told you already, I am sterile, I cant have kids, I never could, I didn't tell you because I was enjoying woohooing with you. Yes I knew about your challenge, but come on, you were offering it up so I took it"

"Get out, get the F*** OUT!!!! How could you" I cried , "I am doing this because all I have ever wanted was a big family, I love children and for you to just use me like that?!"

"Uhhm, you used me too Mila"

"Yes, but you agreed to it, that is different, you agreed to get me pregnant and then leave me to raise the child. I never lied to you like you lied to me. "

"Leave Now, and don't EVER come back, you make me sick."

And I did get sick, but I found out it was not from the fighting with Darren, but I was pregnant with Wiley's child!

It was Aiden and Lilith's birthday, I couldn't believe they were going to be teens already! my how time fly's.

Lilith Autumn- Teen

Aiden Autumn- Teen

"Aiden, honey, now that you are a teen I will need help around the house more often" I told my son.

"Okay mom, I can help" He said with a devious smile!

"Thank you honey" 

"No, thank you mom"

I circled around the house to find my daughter.

"Lilith, Thank you so much for helping clean today, I get so behind sometimes" 

"No problem ma, I can stand mess or clutter so I clean, it helps relax me"

"Thank you! I really really do appreciate it!"

Dreams of babies went through my head, babies I had and babies to come. Early in the morning I woke up and did some gardening work. I decided today was going to be a day for myself. I was going to get pampered! " Mom, can we please go fishing while you are gone, I really really want to fish" Aiden asked excitedly.

"Sure, go right ahead, I am headed out now, be safe and don't go anywhere without your sister! Stick together."

"Hmm, this is okay I guess" Lilith thought. "But I would rather be sitting in the shade reading books, I took one of mom's trashy romance novels and I am dying to read it."

I headed to the spa, today I was going to get a nice massage suitable for mommies expecting. I was also going to get a mani-pedi.

"Give me fuel, give me fire, give me that which I desire....." Aiden decided to try singing at the karaoke stand by the pond, he decided to sing a rock song. I ran into Onyx at the park when I was taking a walk and enjoying nature. "ONYX! How are you doing? I miss you so much! What has been new?"

"Hey mom! I miss you too, Silas and I are living together still, he can be a pain some times. He keeps hearing rumors and is angry, I would steer clear" 

"Oh no! I hope you don't believe the rumors hon"

"Mom, even if they were true I still love you"

"You are so sweet! Guess what!? I am pregnant again!! Aiden and Lilith are doing well! They went fishing today!"

"Congrats mom! I know about your challenge and I want you to know I support you!"

"That means a lot Onyx"

Silas came up to me after Onyx went off in search of the bathrooms. "You dirty slut" He yelled "You are disgusting, you cheat on every man you are with and you are a manipulative B****"

"How can you say those things" I pleaded with him. "Because it is what I have heard. Please don't call me any more. You disgust me"

I cried hard as he walked away. My baby boy, my first son hated me.

I caught Onyx and told him what happened. He offered to drive me home but I decided to walk.

I had a lot of time to think on my walk and thought about what Silas said. I needed to do something about that. All of the stress from the day caused me to go into early labor. I worried and hoped my baby would be alright. "Sorry can't come to the phone right now" I screamed to no one in between contractions. Who the heck is calling, I wondered.

Alas, my perfectly healthy baby boy was here, Forrest.

Over the next while Aiden was teaching himself to paint, he was a quick learner and his paintings got better an better. *Gluggg gurgleee gluggg*

"AIDENNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN" I hollered while trying not to choke on water. This boy is going to get it, I am sopping wet and have a baby to care for. 

"Aiden, you get to take care of the baby while I clean off"

Aiden was also very talented with guitar and learned that very quickly as well.  Before I knew it, it was time for Forrest to age up.

Forrest Autumn- Toddler

After a long day and Forrest running a muck on his birthday I showered off and was going to call it a night. "What the.... Gosh darn-it!" Aiden was going to get sent to military school if he kept this up. His latest prank had turned my hair yellow.

"Up on the feeties, right foot, left foot, right then left" Teaching Forrest to walk was going to be fun! "Go Forrest go! you have it!" I cheered as he walked towards me. "Hurrayyyy! You are so smart! mommy loves you so much."  He was doing it on his own before long!

I went out side and realized that Aiden had skipped school. "Skipping school!? Didn't Lilith tell you how bad her day was the day she skipped, did you learn nothing from that?!" 

"Mom, please don't be mad, I will do anything please!" 

"Fine, you get to teach Forrest to use the potty today. and clean up around the house" 

"Yes mom" He said with a sad face. 

When he was inside I decided to play in the sprinklers, the water felt so nice because it was hot that day.

"Come on buddy, use the potty, please go to the bathroom" Aiden pleaded. "OH MY GOD, The smell, it is SOOOOO bad! How does mom do this all the time?" He said grossed out. Moving Forrest into the other room he said, "Here ya go buddy, I need to get the trash taken out, you sit here and play." I continued to work on my novel. Laughing when I heard Aiden gagging when he was cleaning out the training potty.

"Eww eww eww ewwwwww. I will never ever skip school again, this sucked so much" Aiden kept saying.

I met a really nice cop at the children park! He was kind of handsome. The guy behind me kept creeping me out and made me nervous for Forrest. I decided to be bold and kissed him! He responded well, I asked him if he wanted to come over the next night and he agreed!

I was startled by a phone call when I got home."You are a skank! You cheat on everyone, if I could arrest you for that I would, you had better watch out of I will arrest you for prostitution even if you are not doing it" The voice was that of the cop.

"Something has to be done, I can not continue to live in this city if everyone thinks this of me, I have to figure something out..."

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Thank you for reading

 (AN- These first few chapters of mine are rough, but my writing does get better.[This one is copied over from fb])